hi krystle&mariza...i miss u guys so much!
krystle » i hope ur trying to have fun in the bay. im sure ur excited to leave for summerbridge already. i'll call u this week before we go to the beach this weekend. just remember to buy atleast 3 phone cards cause i have so many things to tell u.
mariza » are u still bitter? i know u deeply miss ser. i definetly know how u feel, just not for ser. im going crazy here. i wish i can just pick up the phone and not care about how much it cost. but i'll survive cause damn the malls here are crazy. in one street there is three hugemungous mall. its like galleria just add about 5 more floors of good and cute stuff. i want to talk to u 2 will im here. just buy a phone card and call krystle and ask for my number but let me talk to krystle first so i can tell her when im available and she'll call u and let u know. oh yeah can u call krystle for me and read this blog to her please. thanks mariza...luv ya.
im at my sister's work right now. i'll be here for about 20 more minutes and then my sister's boyfriend is taking me to go shop and walk around. geez....thats all i've been doing lately...shop. i spent about 5000 pesos in just 5 days. its crazy. i love the malls here and its so freakin cheap. u can buy a good ass quality shirt for less than 5 dollars. ohmygosh and their bags and accesories are so damn cute. im going crazy. i think imma come back with about 10 different bags. oy...its a shopaholics dream. i've been to 4 different malls. imma try to go to atleast 10 malls. the malls here is so freakin big that it takes a day to go around the whole freakin mall. and everything here is so freakin cheap. u know the gas over here is just 50 cents per gallon. can u believe that. and we went to a resturant 3 days ago and there was 10 of us and my mom only paid less than 20 dollars. oy i have so much thing to say. oh yeah...the streets here are crazy. i'll go into details later. i wouldnt be able to drive here cause i would get into an accident every second. anyhoo the only thing i have about the philippines is the damn weather. ohmyfreakin gosh its so freakin hot. its hot and so fuckin sticky. the freakin air is so fuckin polluted. buts its aight...im dealing with it. oh yeah, we're headin to the beach this weekend. we're tryin to go to atleast 4 beaches while we're here. bytheway...i have a new brother...not literally but im claiming him as my brother. his name is jc. oy...i like it here in PI but i miss home. only if i can take krystle&mariza along with me.
last but not least...
im not gonna regret anything that i said cause u know what, i'm proud of myself for saying what i said. i've been keeping this shit for so long. we may be cousins but damn ya'll treat me like shit. im not in your minds anymore. ya'll dont think about me anymore. every invite seems like a pity invite. dont u guys realize how much i used to love family parties cause i get to hang out with my cousins. but now, i dont care if i dont see u anymore. dont u guys miss me when there is family parties and im not there? u care? bullshit. u know why im not there when there is a birthday party because I DONT FUCKING KNOW ABOUT IT! it sucks when somebody calls u and ask if ur going to this party and i have to reply "what party, i dont know anything about it, i wasnt invited." it hurts to know that something is going on and ya'll forgot to invite me.
but u know what u guys...its okai dont feel sorry for me. i understand that i wasnt close to u guys in the first place. it was just all joke. dont u guys remember when u went to the AND1 thing in arco? was i there? exactly...what's your reasons now?
u guys are my cousins. yeah i know that but my friends have been there for me through so much shit. they were there for my problems. we're u guys there? do u know even know about it? i wish i live with my friends while i was in high school cause I CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON THEM AT ALL TIMES! well it's gonna happen, i'm gonna live with krystle and it sucks that mariza is not gonna be there. i'm pretty damn sure that i'm going to have fun living with her and its way fuckin better than i was living in bridgeford. it sucks but its true. so just fuck off and let me be. dont bother about caring about this situation. i was never around with u guys for awhile now so why would u guys fuckin care. im not missing out anymore. cause there's nothin to miss.
oh yeah...and if one day my friends wont be there anymore (which im pretty damn sure it aint gonna happen because they are not like u guys). im pretty fuckin sure that ya'll aint going to back me up cause i wouldnt ask for your damn help. i survived without ur help for so long so dont worry i dont need it. | 
